Sunday, July 8, 2007


ABOUT MYSELF...


well,what can i say?...except..."dubito,ergo cogito,ergo sum"!!!...i love that statement made by rene descartes as i feel that it just sums up all thats just me and myself.when i'm in doubt about someone or something or a particular situation i find myself in,i go into the pause and think mode which gives me time 2 analyse all thats before me...and draw my own conclusions....which r pretty accurate most of the time;some of the times they'r off tangent,which i'm thankful to say r not many!!!
MY DREAMS
they'r plentiful,colourful,and most of them r beyond my reach---but i just go on dreaming them ,any case,becos i can't sleep at night if i can't...so,i thought i'll put all my present dreams down so that they at least appear concrete on paper at least...here goes...
1.win a million dollars(ha-fat chance!)
2.start a school of my own--- so then i don't have to take the school authorities (principal,vice-principal,etc,etc) B.S.!----or listen to some self-righteous,pompous person tell u how she or he thinks it should be done.i want to implement my own ideas---experiment with them---see where they'll take me....more later.....
3.lose weight overnight miraculously(truly a dream!)
4.be my own boss
5.visit the mediterranean(something in me identifies with certain things----the way i perceive certain things pertaining to "things" mediterranean.....tooo deeep,right now...will try to clarify later....
6.etc,etc,......clarification later......
MY HOBBIES
whats a hobby anyway?....do i need 2 spend money on it....definitely not....then it must b something that i want to do which is free and within my reach....so i write.......when the thoughts come.....i found that when i force them and force myself to write,the words r stilted and sound artificial and unlike me........hobbies r something which one does when one has the leisure to pursue them at peace.....they'r something which bring one pleasure and satisfaction....so i read.....in the washroom(delicate)mostly.....sometimes in bed......when i cant get to sleep...at such times my dreams r put on hold.....i feel i'v been given a gift when i read a book where the writer puts forth certain perceptions and concepts about simple,everyday,mundane things like----feelings of love,loss,giving,forgiving,etc,etc----it thrills me and fills me with wonder that i never thought to look at thing in that way----my reading tastes r quite simple----love,romance,thrillers,and anything that i find interesting and can hold my attention----later on i'll put some posts about some books i'v read,ok?.....
MY COOKING
i'm an excellent---not my words,ok----cook where non-veg is concerned----but veggies....alas!....but if it were only possible......will post some of my recipes later on,ok.....
well,am tired after typing so much....am taking a break now, c u all soon.